the only thing in my mind right now .......

A HUG

from you

hopeless

trying to hard

over and over again 

it is tiring somehow

everything keeps falling apart

make me upset

more miserable than i expected

it hurts so bad ..

i need to keep this thing up

but im still confused 

whether is it me

....

or

life is never fair enough to everyone

i do feel sorry for myself......

The Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you areI had to find you, tell you I need youTell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questionsOh, let's go back to the startRunning in circles, coming up tailsHeads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figuresPulling your puzzles apartQuestions of science, science and progressDon't speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me, come back and haunt meOh and I rush to the startRunning in circles, chasing our tailsComing back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would so hard
I'm going back to the start

Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh oohAh ooh, ooh ooh ooh oohOh ooh, ooh ooh ooh oohOh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh