hmmm first of all i just wanna say .... my English is at the worst state ever . since ive lost my interest on writing anything even a little bit of summary , my vocabulary seems at the bottom of my brain . i barely speak in english tooo . so i think from now on . to improve my writing reading or so whatever skills regarding to english . im trying my best to write every single thing in here again . well i always assume this blog is like my journal . so screw anyone who feels irritate with my upcoming post .....
im not sure whether my life is completely fine or not . i just feel like my degree life is so horrible i didnt even dare to look at it . urghhh im on my 2nd semester of my 2nd year degree , everything just becoming so impossible everyday . and i have to deal with it . i dont know why i accepted this computational mathematics at the first place . i know i did love programming once upon a time but it was only c++ languange but now they add java and blaa blaa database and all i felt brainless again .
hmmm and dont let me start about physics, i literally have no idea why we ? a computational mathematics have to learn physics . i really didn't mind if it was like a simple physic but when our lecturer told us that we actually learning a hardcore physics and only pure physic student took this course , hmm we were like urghhh im so dooommmmmmmm . why and why they make our life more miserable . i hate myself at this state right now but well as a student trying my best to keep myself on track . can i just have my dean award in an easy way . why is it have to be hard like this . im not that brilliant genius kind of kid that can score everything . the harder i try the more lost ive become.....
so there you go , a little bit hint about my life , interesting isn't it ............now i have to complete my report . yeapppp ive been dragging along my physic report while im suppose to be on my holiday .....
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